21 and invincible. Passive/Aggressive. Manic/Depressive. Recovering anorexic, orthorexic, and self mutilator. I started this path by choice, and now its taken over, once again. I don't have the energy to try and stop it. I don't like mirrors, and I have scars that make even the most experienced psychiatrists cringe. thats all folks.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I know what it’s like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can’t. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.
Susanna Kaysen // Girl, Interrupted
On any normal evening..
..I fall asleep to the movie Breakfast at Tiffany’s which just so happens to be my absolute favorite and I watch it more times in a week (sometimes a DAY!) than the majority of society will watch in their entire lives.
Be that as it may, this is not a normal evening. I feel sick, very very sick and weak and I’ve been tired all day and due to my lack of energy, I’ve been even more clumsy than usual and discovered about 17 new and disgusting bruises around my body. Gross.
I’m in a very awkward, combative, defensive, contradictory mood this evening so I’m switching it up to another favorite of mine: Girl, Interrupted.
On that note, Good evening, Sweet Dreams, Buenas Noches.
