21 and invincible. Passive/Aggressive. Manic/Depressive. Recovering anorexic, orthorexic, and self mutilator. I started this path by choice, and now its taken over, once again. I don't have the energy to try and stop it. I don't like mirrors, and I have scars that make even the most experienced psychiatrists cringe. thats all folks.

 

Dear boys in biochem lab.

you’re tacky and i hate you.

seriously, all you ever talk about is food and all the girls you’ve been with, its gross and so disgusting. i have been looking at thinspo for the last 45 minutes in order to tune out all the food discussion. 

it better work.

I was actually really hungry…

..so I went and got some cheese sticks. I only ate 4, because then I felt full. I do not regret this decision. It is only 4 cheese sticks. And my body needs fuel. And I am going to put in my headphones and listen to lots of Andrew McMahon in order to block the noise of the girl puking in the bathroom down the hall. I can do this. I think I can.