21 and invincible. Passive/Aggressive. Manic/Depressive. Recovering anorexic, orthorexic, and self mutilator. I started this path by choice, and now its taken over, once again. I don't have the energy to try and stop it. I don't like mirrors, and I have scars that make even the most experienced psychiatrists cringe. thats all folks.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Its quickly becoming very apparent..
That I really might not ever be able to have kids. I thought I would be ok with this because I’m not very maternal at all, but HE wants a son, and I might not be able to give him one. I’ve been seeing an OBGYN twice a week for about 2 and a half months who specializes in infertility and so far, I’m still not able to ovulate at all. I know this is awkwardly very personal, but I’m scared.
