21 and invincible. Passive/Aggressive. Manic/Depressive. Recovering anorexic, orthorexic, and self mutilator. I started this path by choice, and now its taken over, once again. I don't have the energy to try and stop it. I don't like mirrors, and I have scars that make even the most experienced psychiatrists cringe. thats all folks.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Me: I'm going to the gym for 2 hours of spin class, and then to run 6 miles.
Him: Please don't overdo it, love. I think you're perfect.
Me: It's fine. I'm fine. I just need to lose a bit more then I'll be ok
Him: I love you, but I can't see you do this to yourself. I won't put up with it.
Me: I'm ok.
Him: You've worked too hard to get better and I love you too much to see you deal with this forever.
Me: I've also worked too hard to let myself go after maintaining a decent figure for 7 years, thank you.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Clementine: Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours.
Joel: I remember that speech really well.
Clementine: I had you pegged, didn't I?
Joel: You had the whole human race pegged.
Clementine: Hmm. Probably.
Joel: I still thought you were gonna save my life... even after that.
Clementine: Ohhh... I know.
