21 and invincible. Passive/Aggressive. Manic/Depressive. Recovering anorexic, orthorexic, and self mutilator. I started this path by choice, and now its taken over, once again. I don't have the energy to try and stop it. I don't like mirrors, and I have scars that make even the most experienced psychiatrists cringe. thats all folks.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
792) If you really knew me you’d know that I have hundreds of scars all over my wrists. And if you really knew me you’d know that it’s because I feel disgusting. I feel ugly. I feel fat. I feel stupid. I’m constantly miserable. I don’t think it’ll ever go away. I just don’t think I can bare it any longer. The pain is excruciating. If you really knew you’d know I’m never happy. I need help. No one ever helps though. I’m never taken seriously. I hate it. If you really knew me you’d help because you’d see through my lying I’m happy’s and I’m fine’s. If you really knew you’d know I want to die so badly.
screaming-lambs:kaileakrom:(via ifyouureallyyknewme)
I needed to post this now because I haven’t read something so true for so long. Every single word of this.
I do still have the scars, but the self-loathing has gotten much better. April 3rd was my one-year anniversary of being done with treatment. I’m really, honestly, ok now. Most of the time.
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do still have the scars, but the self-loathing has gotten much better. April 3rd was my one-year anniversary
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