21 and invincible. Passive/Aggressive. Manic/Depressive. Recovering anorexic, orthorexic, and self mutilator. I started this path by choice, and now its taken over, once again. I don't have the energy to try and stop it. I don't like mirrors, and I have scars that make even the most experienced psychiatrists cringe. thats all folks.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
So, I’m a little insecure..
..this you knew when we started talking and being friends about 2 and a half years ago. You knew it even further every time I cried to you about this, that, the other. I’m hypersensitive, especially when I’m being medicated. YOU KNOW THIS. This isn’t a shock to you. Don’t act surprised. Don’t get frustrated. You said you can handle me. You told me you were up for the challenge. Said I was worth it. This isn’t even half as bad as it gets sometimes. Seriously. I cry to my dad about how I don’t feel loved because neither he nor my mom has given me a hug in over a week. How did you ever think you could deal with that? I’m looney. A little eccentric, and yes, insecure as all hell, especially given your track record for being superficial. I was serious when I said that I don’t need anyone, that I’m fine alone. I meant every word of that speech, but I forgot to mention that I sure as hell don’t need someone making things harder.
