21 and invincible. Passive/Aggressive. Manic/Depressive. Recovering anorexic, orthorexic, and self mutilator. I started this path by choice, and now its taken over, once again. I don't have the energy to try and stop it. I don't like mirrors, and I have scars that make even the most experienced psychiatrists cringe. thats all folks.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I was at the gym tonight, watching Gossip Girl while working on my fitness..
and I kept having mah-jor flashbacks of when I was sent into treatment because Serena overdosed and was being sent to rehab and it was all too familiar. Thank GOD no one could tell I was on the verge of tears, it was a very emotional run for me. BUT, it fueled my workout and I ran 7 miles in about 50 minutes. FuckYeah.
