21 and invincible. Passive/Aggressive. Manic/Depressive. Recovering anorexic, orthorexic, and self mutilator. I started this path by choice, and now its taken over, once again. I don't have the energy to try and stop it. I don't like mirrors, and I have scars that make even the most experienced psychiatrists cringe. thats all folks.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
The One Where I Don’t Know What To Say Anymore..
recently, I’ve received a few messages of friends who are concerned because I havent been posting a lot recently..if at all, and if i’m alright.
the truth is, I think I am. (knock on wood). I feel fine. and I actually mean FINE, i’m not just using that word as a cover. so i created this tumblr as a release because I didn’t feel comfortable with people in real life reading my innermost thoughts, feelings, etc. but I miss the tumblr family and support I found through THIS tumblog.
So i feel bad about being okay. I feel like I left a lot of people behind when I checked into treatment and since i’ve been in recovery, and I don’t want to do that. I also don’t want this to seem like a blog of only negative things, because it helped me achieve a positive state in my life.
So hello to old followers and new ones alike. I promise to update more often than usual and I promise I’m not going anywhere. I’m still here to talk, listen, and be as awkward and emotionally inappropriate as ever :)
XoXo
-b.
